15 Park Avenue
15 Park Avenue .. a movie which again pushed me into that never ending abyss. I feel lost .. Once again falling through those great heights and don't even know where am I falling from and where I will fall; Its a eerie feeling.
Last night I spent a lot of time walking and the thoughts of everything being unreal were all around me .. I was no more afraid of dogs for I didn't even believe that it can do anything to me but then a second later I was myself again .. afraid of the same dog!!!
I kept on walking and thinking about things which have happened in past few days ... really a handful for me. A strange talk with a friend which had quite a effect on me, it was one of those few occasions when I was listening more and talking less; after all I had no answers to whatever he said. I was dumb .. he was thinking on a completely different plane. I realized how two people who don't seem to have any illusions what so ever have so different way of thinking that it almost sounds like a different world. In his world he was nothing .. in my world I am everything and in the what we call the REAL world we are both the same. I couldn't figure out which is the real world for a person. The world which we think is real or the world which everybody thinks is real this blog.. movies everything. At this time a thought came to me .. the inner world which we create for ourselves affects us more so that should be more real. What we call as senses are more or less our creation it has nothing to do with the outer world. What we like or dislike or luxury .. habits everything.
Just for a minute think that all this around you is your illusion ... that there is no office where you earn or a movie hall or a road a car .. nothing. You are just one person sitting somewhere and imagining all this to be happening. It might be that the friends you have might not even exist... . Don't you think its possible.
Is this all an illusion? I hope to find the answer someday
Last night I spent a lot of time walking and the thoughts of everything being unreal were all around me .. I was no more afraid of dogs for I didn't even believe that it can do anything to me but then a second later I was myself again .. afraid of the same dog!!!
I kept on walking and thinking about things which have happened in past few days ... really a handful for me. A strange talk with a friend which had quite a effect on me, it was one of those few occasions when I was listening more and talking less; after all I had no answers to whatever he said. I was dumb .. he was thinking on a completely different plane. I realized how two people who don't seem to have any illusions what so ever have so different way of thinking that it almost sounds like a different world. In his world he was nothing .. in my world I am everything and in the what we call the REAL world we are both the same. I couldn't figure out which is the real world for a person. The world which we think is real or the world which everybody thinks is real this blog.. movies everything. At this time a thought came to me .. the inner world which we create for ourselves affects us more so that should be more real. What we call as senses are more or less our creation it has nothing to do with the outer world. What we like or dislike or luxury .. habits everything.
Just for a minute think that all this around you is your illusion ... that there is no office where you earn or a movie hall or a road a car .. nothing. You are just one person sitting somewhere and imagining all this to be happening. It might be that the friends you have might not even exist... . Don't you think its possible.
Is this all an illusion? I hope to find the answer someday
posted by Siddharth at 9:36 PM
3 Comments:
Illusions are interesting ... and everywhere, especially in today's world of computers and internet. I would rather call it another virtual world.
Play a RTS or FPS computer game like AOE or Quake is entering an illusion.
When you do online chatting, its another virtual world.
Only difference is that you know these are different worlds from the real one. Cause you know whats real.
But what if you didn't know? Thats where matrix or 15 park avenue starts. And as Matrix preaches, it doesn't matter as long as there is no clash of opinion.
Illusions are good, atleast they keep you happy.
i agree with you that illusions are good in a sense that they keep us happy, but supposing that this all is an illusion dont you want to see beyond it, see the real picture for once.
I do have desire and not been able to do anything about that makes me feel helpless.
Nice thought deaf. I think this is how most people feel but then most people dont have that feeling of helplessness i have. I am tied down here with nothing i can do .. imagine yourself to be in a box all your life and you will know what i am talking about. I agree things might be same out there may be worse but just because of fear of unknown i cant stop here.Anyway its not that i am very happy and content here i have this zest to find the truth i want to be released from this chained life. So i dont have anything to loose can only gain by finding the truth. Though this might not be the case with you or anyone else.
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